just thinkin...  / Carissa Aka Hija (cousin//godmother)

Hey Casey Cool <3

 im just sitting in bed thinking of you like i do everyday. its been 2 years, 2 months & 2 days and im still asking the same question, WHY?!..life is so unfair and i know no one said life was actually going to be fair. but how can god give us something so special..something we all looked forward too and then just take it all away without any warning!? i am so mad! i sometimes blame myself, maybe if we didnt go away then maybe we would have talked mommy into goin to the hospital, we will never know though. i still cry for you all the time, i know it will never bring u back but my heart hurts and i dont know what else to do :'( i wish i could have got to spend more time with you, i always have flashbacks to the day where i first got to see your handsome face, but thats were i also had to say good-bye. i hate that place. i can remember every detail of that room, it was silent, cold..nothing like a real funeral..we didnt get to speak of fond memories, laugh at the good times we had..we had nothing! everytime i go into the laundry room i see that very shirt i wore, i never wore that shirt again..i love to look at it tho, i wore blue just like you and it helps remind me of how handsome you looked..i wish i could have seen you without a hat on..i wish i could have taken a picture of you feet like i do with Keiran. I MISS YOU SOO MUCH CASEY!! and its my promise to you that i WILL NEVER EVER EVER FORGET ABOUT YOU! when i got my new tattoo..oh boy did it ever hurt, i felt my muscles shakin and i wanted to tell the guy to stop so badly..but then i just reminded myself im doing it for you..k well now that im crying and my throat is buring lol im going to lay down..i love n miss you soo much! hope u have the sweetest dreams ever xoxoxoxox

 p.s. send us lots of angel kisses tomorrow night..maybe a 2 hour delay from school? lol love ya ducky

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PRECIOUS CASEY,FOREVER HOLDING YOU IN MY HEART  / ANGEL BRITTANY SYFERT'S GRMA ROSE

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Keeping Your Light Shining Brightly Baby Casey  / Carol Pizzi (Angel Debbie's Mom )

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Happy Holidays!  / Carole Mom To Angel Heather Bates (connected by angels )
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Merry Christmas x  / Sarah Mummy 2. ~*~ Joshua Blakeway

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happy 2nd thanksgiving  / Carissa Aka Hija (godmother//cousin)
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Birthday Wishes Sent with Love  / Precious Memorials

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SENDING LOTS OF LOVE & WARM WISHES  / ROSE GRMA TO ANGEL BRITTANY SYFERT

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my poem  / Carissa Aka Hija (godmother//cousin)

i wrote this poem in my journal for English.

 

I wish this was a nightmare,

if only i would wake.

i wish i could see you, or

even just feel you,

why did this happen to you?

i wish i could see you smile,

or even see your face again.

if only i could bring you back.

why did he need you?

i wish i could have been able

to watch you grow, see you take

your first steps, hear you say your first

words. All the things we miss out on, even you!

i know one day we'll be together forever,

but why couldnt you be here?

i miss you so much,

it hurts not to have you near.

Casey i miss you so much, especially during the holidays. i know that my birthdays wishes will never come true, i dont think he'll send you back. hope you helped me and keiry blow out my candles. the only one that was missing as i looked around, was you =[ ..love baby, hope you and sophie snuggle close its been really cold these past few days! Fly high ducky xoxoxo

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Never Forgotten  / Precious Memorials
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Happy Halloween!  / Carole Mom To Angel Heather Bates (connected by angels )
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HAPPY HALLOWEEN PRECIOUS CASEY,  / ROSE GRANDMA TO ANGEL BRITTANY SYFERT

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Love and prayers  / Carole Mom To Angel Heather Bates (connected by angels )
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look how cute  / Carissa Aka Hij (godmother/cousin)
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Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Day ~ Oct 15th  / Sarah Mummy 2. ~*~ Joshua Blakeway

Thinking of you and your family

Remembering precious Casey always xxx

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i made this 4 u :)  / Hija (godmother/cousin)

 

even though he cant talk yet, i know that he loves you..he's always staring at something & i always say he sees you!

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hi baby!  / Hija (godmother/cousin)

      

 

Hi babyface!

         sorry its been a while since i have written to you! i have been so busy with school & spending time with Keiran. he looks so much like you, he has your lips & ur nose. i know that you are inside of him..so when im holding him or giving him kisses i know its you too & that makes me feel so much better :) ..i am so thankful for you because i dont think i would be the strong, couragous person i am today, im going to school to become a nurse because of you. i want to help familes out who are in the same situation we all were in, i want to help babies become strong so families dont have to go through what we had to experience!! i miss u soo much & i know one day we all will be together again & it will be forever! continue to watch over keiran & be with mommy, daddy and your big brothers! <3  I love you bunches & that will NEVER change!

     FLY HIGH DUCKY <33

   

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Happy Fall  / Lori Mommy 2. Twins Kinsey And Kylee (mommy 2 angel twins )

Sweet Casey James-youre so special in my heart-you must have the cutest chubba cheeks Ive ever seen!! I got some wonderful pics of your lil brother today-he sure is growing!! I love you lil man and keep you in my heart always!! Happy fall xoxo my fave season!!

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Thinking of you  / Carole Mom To Angel Heather Bates (connected by angels )
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my 4 favorite boys ever!  / Hija (godmother//cousin)
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